Beginnings are difficult. Where to begin?
I’ll start with time and aspirations for the upcoming week. It has been hard to decide where to start, or how to continue from the work set up last semester. Today marks the 10th day of the first month of 2010 and I have 5 weeks ahead of me until this wintersession semester ends/about a full month until the February 10 review. And so I begin here/anywhere:
Writing is instrumental to my thought process; I turn to writing to flesh out ideas, and sometimes to merely get something out. Of my writing, there is not a script, nor a definitive beginning, middle or end but a continuation, an attempt to merely understand the patterns, the lines that I see across the boards. I quote a risd graduate alum: “I want to write about my own work because I want to speak for myself. I want to participate in the writing of my own history.” (The Master’s Written Thesis, risd, office of graduate studies, 2009)
There will be a weekly written excerpt, uploaded Sunday evenings.
I have begun to read Arctic Dreams by Barry Lopez – his incredible account of the far northern landscape. I had great hopes that I would be devouring the book in every waking moment but alas, it is not that type of book. Rather it is a book to be slowly and carefully read - certain excerpts are quite wonderfully written. And I have visited risd’s Picture Collection to begin my own collection of images of the arctic landscape as well as picking through several books from the risd library on arctic landscape, art and architecture. I am exploring the arctic landscape both as the site for my architectural proposal for this degree project but as a place that I hope to move to after graduation from risd. I am enthralled by the northern arctic landscape because of its great natural beauty, resources and limited development, and the remoteness/interiority that accompanies that latitude. As well, I hope to work with/learn about the indigenous communities of that region that have a long history and tradition of coexisting in that extreme climate. For my thesis investigation, I want to understand the act of building on the land, to realize that the building does not equate ground zero but the carving into the land, the destruction of the ground is to be equally and referentially considered in the process of construction. And so I am drawn to the indigeneous people’s way of life, in their belief system of the land as alive in their use of the environment and the making of spaces that holds more than what it merely contains.
In the book: A History of Reading by Alberto Manguel, he has divided the book into two sections – the act of reading and the power of the reader. And I have pulled the following quote from this book:
“Whenever you read a book and come across any wonderful phrases which you feel stir or delight your soul, don’t merely trust the power of your own intelligence, but force yourself to learn them by heart and make them familiar by meditating on them, so that whenever an urgent case of affliction arises, you’ll have the remedy ready as if it were written in your mind. When you come to any passages that seem to you useful, make a firm mark against them, which may serve as lime in your memory, less otherwise they might fly away.” Augustine, 63.
I am concurrently taking a glass casting class this wintersession titled Contradictory Spaces. I am excited about this class as I draw many parallel investigations between the threads of my thesis and the process of casting. Glass casting is the process where the glass is formed by molds that hold the negative of what is desired. The molds are used in two ways: molten glass is directly poured into the mold or the molds are filled with glass pellets/shards and then sent into the kiln to be melted/annealed. These negative molds often give away their identity for the creation of these glass forms, i.e. destroyed in the process. This class will focus mainly on the kiln glass casting techniques. This week, we begin with plaster-silica refractory molds. We shaped 2 clay tiles with only our body as the instrument and then captured those impressions in the plaster-silica mold. The 2 molds are then broken apart and reconfigured into a new plaster+silica mold, in a lackadaisical Frankenstein technique. We will fill these molds with glass pellets next week and send them off into the kiln.

I have developed another material investigation, where I will work with a set amount of wax every single day – work to be that of melting into a new form, adding new materials, shaping, carving, cracking, mixing… (in the same vein of Allen Wexler with his Ikea white chairs). This process will be documented and uploaded on the blog.